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[Oct. 16th, 2008|05:58 pm] |
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In General News; the US Election seems to be heating up; now I havn't seen the latest debate but Everyone seems to be chalking up an Obama Victory for last nights; I am looking for a decent stream so I plan to poke BBC news after posting this; so To any american reading this - Vote, seriously whoever you support, vote or even if you hate both of them just abstain your ballot with a void cos then it still counts as a vote but go to your polling office and vote because it IS important.
10 things I could say to 10 different people right now
1 - Huzzah! My Lady
2 - well that is something I think would work far better if we did not try that again yes?
3 - because our schedules seem to conflict I've absolutely missed you loads!
4 - though I havn't seen you in years, I really hope your ok because last I heard from you, you were not in a great place
5 - make your own decisions and your own choices regardless of what other people tell you to do because we have to live with the concequences; remember we always have a choice, sometimes the options suck but its still a choice. choose to try and be better than who you think you are.
6 - I hope your happy; I really, really do. I know you won't read this, but happiness wears well on you and I hope life has finnally given you a break because you of all people deserve it.
7 - you are family; no matter what happens between us, or whatever may come in the future; even when we fight and want to kill each other, or if we don't talk to each other for a long time; you're still family and you are loved and you can always come to me.
8 - I am so very, very sorry, please forgive me for being such a damn idiot?
9 - You, me, a pub crawl, a hotel and a large bottle of Vodka, lets do that sometime, we keep saying we will but lets just do it.
10 - you, are a heck of a lot stonger than you think you are, you need to believe more in your own strength, because others do
11 - if I poke you when you go silent; it is not out of trying to be annoying, its out of concern; if you don't want to chat just say '"hey I don't want to talk right now" and that'll be the end of it, there is no need to be defensive of that or ashamed of it as long as your upfront about it.
9 things about myself
1 - I lost myself for a long time and I wasn't sure where or who I was anymore, stuck between someone I was and someone I wanted to be and I wasn't sure if I wanted to be that person anymore.
2 - I often don't mean to offend anyone, but I overcompensate a LOT for my own insecurities, this is a defense mechanism
3 - bating is a personel pet hate of mine, when people will bring something up then when asked more about it get all evasive, this seriously pisses me off, if you don't want to talk about something, or explain further don't bring it up at all k?
4 - 98% of the time, I am not a serious person,
5 - sometimes I wish I was someone else, because sometimes I am just not happy with who I am.
6 - I do not write happy stories :P
7 - there are times when I've hated the choices I've had to make; even though they were not really choices at all, because the options sucked
8 - if I ask you "how you are" I really do want to know how you are and am genuinely interested even if you've had a bad day
9 - I'm really good at listening to people, I have good ears.
10 - I seem to be able to offer advice to help everyone but myself
11 - even if I hate one of your friends, I will at least make an effort to be pleasent to them when your round out of respect to you and will resepct you even if you like that person even if I think they're a weasel.
12 - I do not believe in Karma anymore.
8 ways to win my heart
1 - Be honest
2 - Be Funny, or at least make me laugh
3 - Be well read, well, read at all really - just read
4 - at least make an effort to make me feel like my feelings matter, even if you don't feel the same.
5 - If you disagree with me then tell me so and then move on, don't pretend just to shut me up
6 - If I piss you off then agian, tell me and tell me why and how I pissed you off so I can try and fix it or at least avoid making the same mistake in future don't just quietly stew and get pissy or use the "If you don't know I'm not going to tell you!" thing
7 - be able to talk to me about anything and everything for hours from the spiritually deep to the completely insane to just plane stupid, but above all just be able to converse.
8 - don't judge me, seriously I know it sounds silly but I know I am not a perfect person and I am certainly not the best person at times but I do try to be at least a good person
7 things that cross my mind alot
1 - Am I alive?
2 - What do I have to do tomorow?
3 - How can I make this idea work
4 - Ok so where the fuck am I supposed to go from here?!
5 - <Insert whatever project I am working on at the time>
6 - I really need to get more money
7 - How the hell am I supposed to get experiance if I don't get a chance?
6 Things I do before I fall asleep
1 - Snack usually
2 - use the bathroom
3 - check email/IM one last time
4 - Strip
5 - Think
6 - Relax
5 People who mean alot to me
Goodness er..a long list , mostly family by blood and family by asociation. I couldn't posably limit that down to just five people but those of you read this should deffinetly know who you are and if you don't I'd be seriously surprised
4 things I am wearing right now
1 - Jumper
2 - T-Shirt
3 - Trousers
4 - underwear & Socks
3 songs I listen to alot
1 - Imogen Heap - My Sweet little Religion
2 - Hanna Pakarinen - Black Ice
3 - Linkin Park - What I've Done
2 things I want to do before I die
1 - Travel to the US
2 - Skydive
1 Confession
even though I know there are people that care about me; there are times when I feel alone in the universe
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[Jul. 13th, 2008|07:30 pm] |
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its been an aweful week for me; I'm not sure entirely why but I've been depressed all week; maybe its because its that time of the year again I dunno; it'll pass no doubt, it always does.
maybe its just a calamity of things coming together; I think I just need a hug. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2008|04:44 am] |
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wow at Doctor Who....I was not expecting that ending; actually I feel somewhat gutted |
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[May. 30th, 2008|12:03 pm] |
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The Angry man is back kids :) after a hiatus and diet of fresh cynisim with my weaterbix...if I y'know ate weeterbix..I'm a Cornflakes man; Cornflakes and Crusant; (how very european) So lets talk about that Big Black Lovily stuff that runs the world...Oil Of course :)
The Price of Oil is now $138 a Barrel; Opec won't increase supply; The Moronachys constant abuse of the US economy is finnally causing potential wide spread echonomic collapse as fuel prices rise all over the world; but also Europe; Europeans are already starting to strike and the price of Diesel at the pump down 'ere is £1.38 a lietre. which tots up to nearly £7 a gallon; and all of the Bean counters say we're going to be hitting $200 a Barrel by Christmas.
So...What do we do?
OPEC refuse to increase supply because they're getting rich and its a chance to piss off the "Imperalist West"
Oil Companys are breaking even by shafting there costs onto the consumer. thus - getting rich.
The Government is taxing both the Oil Companys AND the Consumer so are getting cash from both ends; and are getting mega rich.
So - What is the solution?; Your Thoughts. Or should we all just stare blindly into the un-knickered crotch of Paris Hilton as she gets out of a car? |
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[May. 25th, 2008|08:51 pm] |
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Bloody hell; is this seriously what we've come down to This is considered newsworthy? is this really worthy of police time?
I mean sure its illegal but is this really worth police time when there other bigger crimes going on?. I mean seriously with Islamic jihadi's on our own soil; Yob Culture, a new cold war with the Russians thanks to the Shrubs sheer lack of ability to make any meaninful compromise, the governments complete lack of ability to hold onto our personel data for five minute without losing it and our beloved prime ministers future plans to further rape us in the arse and THIS is what we're dedicated news time to really?
Especially when we consider the news that Karl "Turdblossom" Rove being summoned by congress under speana and threat of contempt chages if he dosn't show up; one of the biggest stories to come out of america about the corupt moronachy in the last six montsh goes completely unnoticed! but someone flashes there (Probably small) todger at a old biddy! and OMFG Call out the armed police! Call out the K9's! Call out the Police Chopper! Quick put it on the five o'clock news! I bet that poor guy has a slimer chance of survival than an unarmed Brazilian Electrician on the London underground. |
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[Jan. 7th, 2008|12:30 am] |
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Well Happy new year to Y'all; its been a wee bit since I've writen well anything here :P but I'll get around to that in a post later; so heres a Meme to pass the time
( Meme ) |
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[Aug. 5th, 2007|05:11 pm] |
Happy Birthday Cherry!
Have a lovily day :) |
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[Apr. 13th, 2007|06:40 pm] |
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Eurovission Predictions:
Acids Top Pick: Hanna pakarinen - Leave me alone - Finland, Yes I think Finland have the best chance of winning it again this year so far..
Most Comical - Teapacks - Push the Button - Isreal
Best Effort: Latvia
Worst Effort: Scootch - Flying the Flag - The UK (again)
Why the fuck we the UK can't pick anything decent for Eurovison I have no bloody idea. but yeah So far Finland is my top pick |
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[Mar. 21st, 2007|12:28 am] |
had perhaps the ODDEST dream ever last night.. brought some interesting thoughts to the surface and I'm relatively certain its imposable to physically break the suspension system of Self Propeled Artilery doing that..
and my internet is still bolloxed; but the good news is we're getting a new router sometime "soon" so yay for that; which probably means I'll end up buying it *rolls eyes* since I pay for pretty much everything to do with the internet and the network and the family just complain when it don't work but won't let me fix it or test it properly ¬_¬.
In other news; I am sick and doped up on meds; so if I poke you randomly and act like a mad loon; that would be why. |
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[Dec. 19th, 2006|02:11 am] |
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Thank Gods; with Armagedon boy and Shrub funnally having there teeth pulled by the Electorate; we might actually NOT blow up the world; heres hoping |
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[Dec. 1st, 2006|05:08 pm] |
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1. Who's the last person you hugged?
Physically my mum cos she wanted one; Digitally Sarri ^^
2. Have you kissed someone in the last 2 weeks?
Yup
3. Have you had sex in the last week?
;)
Where's 4?
5. What is the last thing that you drank?
Coffee
6. Who is the last person you think about at night?
Random stuff; usually what I have to do the next day when I wake up
7. Elvis or James Dean?
Neither :P Richard Dean Anderson
8. Who is one person you can't stand from high school?
Almost ALL of them; I didn't like Highschool; if I flip this around though it would be nice to see some people I did like though I actually miss people like Matt and Emma.
9. What grade did you make in Algebra?
B at maths overall
10. If you could have sex with one person right now, who would it be and why?
"that them thar gurl who plays Willow in Buffy" (/Kneebone) honestly sex isn't that big a deal to me; I'd much rather cuddle up with someone of significant meaning to me than hump anyone randomly
Where's 11?
12. Do you like someone right now?
uh-huh.
13. What are you doing right now apart from filling out this quiz?
belive it or not drafing out a Game design for a turn based Stratagy Space conquest game based on the Stargate universe; and its compex @_@ so much Math; I doubt it will ever get coded but the system should be sound if I finish.
14. Do you think lesbians are hot?
Lesbians = women = usually Hot Lesbian Porn = Hot so - the General Consensus is yes
Where's 15?
16. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Hai
17. Favorite non alcoholic drink?
Coffee Nudge - Dark coco cream, coffee liqueur, brandy, hot coffee, and topped with whipped cream from just below the top with some crushed Hazelnut
18. If you could have one wish, what would it be ?
Maybe the ability to have personal Asgard Beaming technology ^^ that would be quite useful
Where's 19?
20. do you know what tofu is?
a meat Subsittute
21. Have you ever eaten it?
probably at some point; I don't really keep track
22. Do you know what a colonoscopy is?
the name rings a bell
23. Have you ever had one?
Nope
24. Do you know who plays at least a small part in every Adam Sandler movie?
No, nor do I care. (/Kneebone)
25. Do you want to go back to high school?
I'm still in Higher Education
26. Who is your worst enemy?
I don't really have any; unless its one I don't know about; I lack the time, Iclanation and energy to make them
27. If you could go back to one time in your life and change something what would it be?
Give myself the Winng lottery numbers; other than that...not much really; I'm a general subscriber to if I change even one thing in my past it has a chain of events that may never happen without a catolyst that changing may have prevented; for example Joe May never Cure cancer beceasuse Carl had a Piano Dropped on his head because Mike went back and saved Harry; so Carl Died instead of Harry; so Joe was never born, Joe never became a doctor and Joe never cured Cancer.
28. This is for guys and girls - Do you or have you ever read Cosmo?
nope; I don't usually have the time or money to buy magazines
29. Have you ever watched the Britney Spears movie 'Crossroads'?
No, and I'm thankful I havn't
30. Do you listen to Lindsay Lohan?
wha?
31. Your favorite colour?
Orange and Yellow
32. Paul Walker or Ryan Phillippe?
I have no idea.
33. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera?
Christina; the girl has some Class
34. Smurfs or Care Bears?
Smurfing me? right in the Smurfing Parkin lot? Smurf yeah!
35. Favorite ex? Why?
Crystal :) because dispite some woberly feet at the begining we still get on great; when we actually find time to chat *hugs*
36. Do you want platinum or gold for your wedding band?
I don't really care....thats so far off I don't even know what it looks like
Where's 37?
38. Do you shave your back??
No. Nor do I need to.
39. Have you ever watched porn and thought it was funny?
Pretty much every time
40. have you ever flashed someone?
no, at least not that I recall
41. Do you love anyone? Who?
Of course :) I love many people; My Sisters; some close friends I love to bits; if you mean romantically - maybe
42. How many children do you want to have?
I'd like 2 girls
Where's 43 and 44?
45. What religion are you?
Pagan :P
46. How many times a day do you watch the same movie?
I usually don't I watch diffferent movies
47. Do you think that the tobacco companies should pay for people's medical bills?
no not really; we all have choices and free will.
48. What scares you?
Spiders; insects in general creep me the fuck out; Clowns
49. What makes you happy?
Firearms, Girls in Bikinis, things that go bang. I'm easy to please
50. If you could have one person in your bed tonight, who would it be?
Isnt this question 10 only without the sex? |
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[Nov. 16th, 2006|02:34 pm] |
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Well 3 weeks in and I Finnally Feel like I'm actually getting on top of things :) I have my assignment due dates; I have my lecture times sorted with teachers and I can do the work; though my C++ is a little rusty; gods I prefer basic C and I prefer VB a LOT more then either oh well
at least I feel like I'm making headway with something and I feel good *hugs to many* |
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[Nov. 7th, 2006|11:05 am] |
I feel very very weird right now; in uni with no access to messager so if you want to get hold of me via one of them I won't be able to reply til I get home *much huggles to those who need them*
but yeah; feeling strange; I'm completely alone in the uni lab' but it feels like all strength has left me and I'm about to pass out; I'm not sure what the hell is up with me.
"If no matter what you do, you end up doing the wrong thing; do you have a actually have a choice? are you destined or fated to do the wrong thing"
I guess the question is if all you have is horrible choices do you have a choice? sorry I make no sense I'm running on codine and cafffine rightnow. I don't think this was a good combonation; I can barely read the screen right now and typing is getting progresively harder; I have to stop to rub my eyes every five minutes or so and the lights seem a hell of a lot brighter than they should be or were rive minutes ago...or they seem that way..
I don't know what the hell is happening to me but this isn't normal..
the weather isn't that great either; its foggy and still smells of gunpowder outside; its gonna rain later probably like all the angels of heaven took a piss at the same time. *laughts to himself*
I don't think I should have had that codine before leaving the house; actually I don't think I should have left the house.. the computer just started beeping randomly..all of them.
if it explodes I'll let you know...
-a few minutes pass-
hasn't exploded yet. but I swear the lights are brighter. this is almost sureal; I feel almost stricken with fear and paranoia like an overwhelming feeling of dread. I'm not sure whats going on....
I'm deffinetly thinking the codine and caffine do NOT mix well.
*much hugs to Sarri*
speak later; this it..waay too trippy... |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2006|06:33 pm] |
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http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/technology/6076354.stm
Can someone with more Legal savy explain to me exactly HOW this is legal? I mean Pirate machines yes but these are LEGIT ps3's Soney are still getting there money; how can it be legal to stop you importing hardware from another country?
In other news; Finnaly got all my stuff sorted for Uni; need to go up to Careleaon wedensday or tomorow to see Data services, write a full page report on what I want to do for my final project and got SA lecture tomorow morning fun joy; but life is generally good even though I feel like I got the bloody flu. *hugs All*
Finnaly; A very happy birthday to both Kitty and Mark :) |
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[Oct. 17th, 2006|10:50 pm] |
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isn't it damn well amzing how when one part of your life starts to go ok; another part falls spectacually to peices? I am quite frankly the happiest I've been in a long long time cos of things happening recently; and also right now a bit out in the winderness on other things *sighs* it seems I may not be able to sit part of my degree this year because the LEA took so long to send out my finacial details and to find out I have to talk to my head of department BUT after 2 days if calling virtially every half hour or so he is no where to be found. so it looks like tomorow or thursday I am going to have to travel up to the uni to talk to him face to face; asuming then I can find him.
Incidentally had an argument with the father unit yesterday in how somehow this is all my fault somehow; I'm not quite sure how as I have nothing to do with the Beaurocrasy; and how I apparently "never give a straight answer" and have "arleady decided what I'm doing" when in actual fact I'm just making a plan B which is what most sane rational logical people do in case everything goes tits up; I promtly informed him of this then told him to go screw himself and walked away having neither to energy or inclination to get into an all out war with him at the present time.
I think theres one word that sums all this up - Bollocks!
In other news; things have been going rather well :) and I am quote happy *grins* |
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[Sep. 27th, 2006|07:59 am] |
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a happy birthday to Loki for yesterday and Latty for today :) |
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[Sep. 24th, 2006|12:18 am] |
1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
4a. Favorite Book:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Do we know each other outside of Live Journal?
2. What's your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
18. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? |
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[Sep. 13th, 2006|10:37 pm] |
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Happy Birthday to Crystal ^_^ |
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